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MY GP EXPERIENCE

Réveillé
Current mood: cultured


 



The great thing about traveling is regulating your imagination into reality.  Seeing things for what they really are.  I had my Americanist view of Europe, but to actually be blessed with the opportunity to see the world, is something i'm thankful for.  The chance to broaden the horizons and engage in an ancient discourse and learning. It's not so much you are going to a foreign land,  but rather it is you who are foreign. 
 

I often left my trips open for discovery.  The 15 countries I visited, I rarely consulted a map.  It was always an adventure not exactly knowing where you are going.  I find that feeling rather pleasant, compared to the monotamous routine you encounter when being in one place for long periods of time.   
 

"I travel not to go anywhere, but to go.  I travel for travel's sake.  The great affair is to move"  ~Robert Louis Stevenson

It was hard not to label my self as a tourist.  Often blamed as being one.  I had to remind myself I was here for a job.   Being on a dirtbike is the most comfortable place I find myself.  At least I thought that before I arrived here.  The unfamiliar tracks I visited where the most alien of all places to me.  The disection of each, were often met with such massive humbling experiences.   Simply put, it was the hardest challenge I have faced as a rider.   The legendary sand tracks put to shame anything I have contested before.  The many months in Florida riding places like Croom and Dade City could hardly prepare you for bottomless sands of Lommel or Leirop. 

The diversity of European cultures is easily comparable to the World GP.  Each track relfected its hosting country and had something unique about it.  For myself, going to a Spanish or French track ment nothing to me.  It was something I would look forward to finding out.  
 


The FIM World GP is an event full of class and regard among the riders and promoters.   To be named World Champion of a sport is something that any athlete would dream of being.  The talent I imagined I would be racing soon became reality.  I got a literal crash course in motocross "101".   I found myself struggling many times in attempts to full fill my potential, and own personal ego was deflated by being passed by riders I had honestly had no clue about.  That followed shortly with a new found respect and names I would be remembering all season.  It was impossible to revert my mental strength back to my amateur days when I was a cocky son of a bitch and nobody else mattered.  After my first race in Valkenswaard, I knew it was going to be one long season.
 



Besides the roller coaster racing season, I had the opportunity to visit many captivating places you've only seen in pictures or movies.  These material expressions of the real thing do no justice.  Visiting the vibrant coast of Portugal or hiking through the Alps to witness century old castles, is something that I'll for sure remember.  Driving through Bulgaria or Romania, you can feel your heart getting heavy.  You find yourself thankful for being born with freedoms and luxuries these kids playing in poverty and dirt will never have. The petty problems you have feel very miniscule.
 



"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted"  ~Martin Luther King Jr
 

Admist my traveling & seeking soul, home is where my heart is and I miss it very much.  My family and friends all redefined and put into perspective.  I couldn't have made it this far without the support of those closest to me.  Not to mention those behind the scenes.  I've accomplished some goals and learned from many failures. That in itself is a success. I earned points in the hardest motocross series on the planet and made a decent living doing so.
 

My journey this summer has changed my focus on my identity to my integrity. Something I think all people should focus on.  It's not my name, where i'm from, or what I look like,  it's what I stand for.  Even if I don't quite grasp it completely, I'm réveillé (awaken) to the fact that I should be.
 

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